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留一香茗更多日志照片，请访问我的校内空间 01 novembre I'm coming, UIUC29号北京，怀着对家人和故土的强烈不舍，踏上UA850，发完最后一条短信，关机，这就开始了13个小时的飞行。对我来说，这是一道人生的分界线，从此即将去往一个全新的地方。 我 坐的是靠窗的位置。从窗外看着世界越变越小，自己以前的得失也显得那么微不足道。云端，承载的是志向，是对未来的期盼，更宽广的眼界。很幸运的是坐我右边 的是west virginia的一位45岁的终身教授，soil chemistry专业。和他聊了很多，这也算是英语的一次热身吧。 他鼓励我面对新环境，新挑战要keep trying。这是一个很好的态度。旅途上他还在批改论文，相当work hard。他告诉我他平常2点睡，8点起，周末再休息一下。我明白了他为什么能如此年轻评上终身教授。 下了飞机，入关，在麦当劳用100美元买了瓶可乐和一个汉堡，其实我主要为的是找打电话的零钱。服务员看到100大钞，显得一副很麻烦的样子。当第二个也是联培的中国人想要换零时，她直接摇头拒绝。还好旁边就是一个currency exchange的地方。 接 下来等bus，直接从chicago去UIUC。等车时认识了一位来自浙大，在Texas读PHD，来UIUC看他老婆的同学，人很好。路上给我讲了许多 美国学习生活的经验，并且还借手机给我联系我所租房子的人。3个半小时后在UIUC下车，之前联系好的哈工大联合培养博三的大哥，和他同学来接的我。帮我 提两个大行李箱到了住的地方，陪我去超市买东西，后来还借了我转换插座，人也不错。 到了住的地方后，先借了手机给家里人打电话报了声平安。 之后就是独自收拾房间，洗澡，晚饭是超市买来的牛奶和面包。夜晚一个人独处，正赶上UIUC这一个月的连绵雨天。窗外的风雨很大，风声狂劲，雨点有力地敲 打在玻璃上。伴着雨声逐渐入眠，颇有点红楼梦里秋窗风雨夕的感觉。租的房间虽小，但至少在异国他乡有了个遮风挡雨的地方。躺在铺好的舒适的床上，感觉到的 是一股浓浓的温馨。并且温暖的从家带来的被子床单，时刻提醒我，其实家人的关怀就在身边。我不能辜负了他们的希望。 我能来美国，得益于国家 的公派留学项目，我花的是中国百姓的纳税钱。我能成功申请到公派机会，得益于学校里老师和同学的无私帮助。能顺利抵达学校，得益于的又是友善的各位好心 人。我现在心里，深怀着感激，并望有朝一日能好好酬谢那些在我人生轨迹中，给我提供过助力的人。真的，难忘你们，谢谢你们 16 ottobre night prayer年少时，思维曾从朱敦儒的一首词上掠过
一夜雨声连晓，青灯相照。
旧时情绪此时心，花不见，人空老。
可惜春光闲了，阴多晴少。
江南江北水连云，问何处，寻芳草。
那个时候，喜欢这首词里缠绵雨夜寂清的意境，烟波江上水氲的飘渺。再加上那时的“芳草”情怀，少男的万种情思与千般风韵，久萦其中。
经过了这么些年，明白了“芳草”并非只有那么狭隘的含义。她蕴含着品性高洁，她象征着人生追求。“扈江离与辟芷，纫秋兰以为佩”，“制芰荷以为衣，集芙蓉以为裳”是屈原的一身芬芳与自我约束。可芳草往往无情，更在斜阳外，所以总会惹来范仲淹的“酒入愁肠，化作相思泪”。于是每当夜深人静的时候，是静思，是淡淡的忧。
又是一个夜晚，这回换作了来自西方文化的音乐："night prayer".
This lonely road I am walking on
Where did it begin? Where will it end?
这句词道出了多少寒窗独自苦读，多少旧时情绪，多少追寻路上的寂寞、忍耐与默默奋发。
I never feared darkness coming near
Now I don’t know why I behold the sky
To find the brightest star
从不畏惧艰辛与困苦，坚信玉汝于成。苦苦仰望，天上的世界，那里有最明亮的星星，有最美丽的兰泽芳草。
Mother Moonlight, fill my scared eyes
Light up my way with your brightest ray
Shining on everything through the clouds
Take my hands ‘till the morning will come.
夜里的星空，月光穿云而出。那是信念的光辉，那是给夜行人珍贵的抚慰。看得清前方，辩得清方向，直到黎明的第一丝曙光。
This lonely road You are not alone
I am walking on When you leave your home
...
And when the dark night comes I will always care
Who will save my soul? And I will be there
此唱彼和的duet，嘤其鸣矣！展目四望，你的身边不乏同伴；纵情高歌，你的周围益友咸集。路上，你其实并不孤独，只要你敞开自我用心倾听。
其实十室之邑，必有忠士。十步之泽，必有香草
个人的追求，犹如天上人间。求之太切反而欲速不达，徒添太多烦恼。
个人的生活，犹如人间天上。怜取眼前反倒随遇而安，平添几份悠然。
祈祷你我，涉江撷芳，动也能运，静也能安。
祈祷你我，顺其自然，更多逍遥，更多潇洒。 02 maggio Today I understand the Nightingale"Nightingale" is one song composed by Yanni, who is my favorite musician. You may have heard of the rhythm of this song before, for it's often used as background music in television programes. But not until today when I finished reading "The Nightingale and the Rose", a fairy tale written by Oscar Wilde, did I realize the true feeling and meaning of this song.
Wilde's stories diffuse a kind of beauty that is sorrowful, criticize the reality and provide many profound questions for thought. His fairy tales are not only for the children, but for the adults as well.
"The Nightingale and the Rose" depicts a story that a romantic nightingale comes to the aid of a lovesick student who has a single day to find a red rose. But the red rose can be acquired only by stained with heart's blood. The nightingale sets her breast against the thorn and devotes her own life to the red rose, which stands for the true love.
And the climax of this story comes, which made me deeply moved. Closer and closer against the thorn, and louder and louder grows her song. Petal following petal, as song followes song. As the thorn touches her heart, a fierce pang of pain shoots through her. Bitter and bitter, in the end when the rose's heart gets crimson as a ruby, the nightingale is dead with the thorn in her heart. The next day the boy finds that red rose, which is made from a creature's life and love. But when he happily takes this beautiful rose to the girl he loves, the girl doesn't accept it. She likes the jewels sent by a rich boy more. Then the disappointed boy throws the roses into the street, where it falls into the gutter and a cart-wheel goes over it...
This's a really heart-touching tragedy full of meaning and moral.
What is the true love? Just like the nightingale, she loves the boy's eyes and lips. She thinks the love is more precious than jewels, for it can't be purchased and weighed out. "Love is wiser than Philosophy, though she is wise, and mightier than Power, though he is mighty." For this love, she dedicates a lot, suffers a lot. In the book of "Stray Birds" Tagore said , "It is the tears of the earth that keep her smiles in bloom." Similarly, it is the pains of hers that fulfill the true love. This is the love, which is always sung by many people for thousands of years. It needs sacrifice, and it will be perfected by death as this tale tells us. But in reality, most of people don't believe it. The love in their eyes is just a decoration of life, usually judged by whether it's useful, helpful or not. "We are not suitable to each other" is often used as an excuse of parting. However, the actual reason is that there is no love between them. At present you are suitable, but maybe in future you two will become unsuitable, for example because of the decrease of wealth or decrepit looks. Then you're going to find another one who is so-called suitable. Conflicts of many families and marriages arise therefore. I don't think that girl in this fairy tale will be happy in future, because she is greedy and selfish. She doesn't deserve the happiness. Moreover the boy won't own happiness, either. He thinks the love is useless and unpractical. His love is superficial, and he will never get a girl with whom he can live happily. Nevertheless few people in this world can be different from them.
Love is something which stays a life long.It can not be substituted. It only belongs to one special person. Only in this way, only in this faith, we can be hand in hand till death do us apart. No matter what the situation is good or bad, rich or poor, healthy or ill, success or failure, we will support each other, love each other, share joys and sorrows, and build a happy family life in joint effort. This is the headstream of happiness. This is the true meaning of love.
But that poor nightingale isn't able to possess this bliss even though she has this kind of belief. But just because of this, by her deeds, she has sung a peak song that still keeps lingering in our hearts, forever. Links: 夜莺by yanni(世外桃源链接) 09 gennaio 沁园春·静夜思25 ottobre The symbol of the hope:Little orange LampThe article of "Little orange Lamp"(《小橘灯》)was one text of the Chinese Textbook when I was in the middle school. It was written by the famous author: BingXin. Today when I saw some sentences of this text in somebody's bbs signature file again, many feeling occured to my mind immediately.
Original words:
我提着这灵巧的小橘灯，慢慢地在黑暗潮湿的山路上走着。这朦胧的橘红的光，实在照不了多远；但这小姑娘的镇定、勇敢、乐观的精神鼓舞了我，我似乎觉得眼前有无限光明！
This girl's father was a member of CCP, he left home for escaping from the security agents' arresting. Her mother was beaten to hematemesis(吐血) for involvement. At the Chinese New Year's Eve, her mother lay on the bed, and the red potato porridge was the only supper. Though these miseries and pains, the young girl kept a spirit of composedness（镇定）, braveness and optimism. She made a mini lamp with peel of a orange that the author brought, put a short candle in it. This lamp illumined the path where this author came back home, and meanwhile lighten the people's heart and soul. Just as the distinguished musician of Yanni said at the begining of the play of his song "Until the last moment":Don't forget how to enjoy the life. Because sometimes we got caught in our troubles and our problems and we let life sorrowful. So sleep away and life is precious, all of lives. And one I must try to take it as much of it as possible.
That's the positive attitude to the life. This mind status can accompany us to get through the period of darkness, no matter how many works you should to finish, no matter how much pressure you have to burden, let alone frustration, difficulties, unsatisfied affairs. Even in the adversity, with hope, the light is always around you, you'll find the way out in the end. Just because life is precious, it behoove us to take as much of it as possible, not suffer it.
Tolerance, elegance are just profile of this spirit. The true meaning of this is the headstream of generous bearing and spiritual peace.
I admire that girl. Her action affects generations of people.
As the end of that article, what I wish and want to say is:
We all will be fine!
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